||[May. 15th, 2006|11:06 pm]
Man, you really are a pussy.|
Grow up. Learn how to talk.
Learn how to be alone.
You could be happy.
But you keep stopping yourself.
|Oh how she rocks in Keds and tube socks..
||[May. 4th, 2006|10:21 pm]
|||||Wheatus - Teenage Dirtbag||]|
As this week winds down I realized I'm so close to being done.
I basically am done with two classes completely besides finals.
Two A's. Maybe even an A+.
I have my writing project due tuesday.
History paper monday.
Math project tuesday.
Hopefully I'll be getting an A in writing, too.
Then probably 2 more B's.
So much better than last semester. I'm so fucking happy, too.
I actually tried this time. But math killed me. Because my teacher sucks.
I got 2 recommendations from awesome business teachers.
I've also been thinking about things...again.
And I totally changed my decision.
I don't want relationships with others to become distant again because of this.
I dont want to feel attached to someone.
I want to meet new people this summer.
Not feel I missed out on it.
I mean I found no one where.
But I have met some super people this year.
And that shall continue.
Good times will happen with my chicas..including Francine!
Oh yeah let me know if you're up for the road trip to Albany June 4th.
Right now just me and Cynthia are doing the 4 hour drive to see the wonderful Gatsby's and Portugal..
Let me know if you love them as much as us and want to dance your butt off.
1 day 'til Cynthia and Brucey.
1 week 'til Plymouth.
11 more days 'til home for the next 8 months.
I haven't heard any of the Artist in the Ambulance since August.
And it is so good to hear again.
I still can't believe we saw them more than 3 years ago.
With The Used, My Chemical Romance, and Story of the Year.
When Lupo's was still awesome.
||[May. 2nd, 2006|10:26 pm]
Tonight is my last radio show ever at RWU.|
From 12 to 2 am.
I would much appreciate it if you would listen.
Channel 5 at RWU.
Listen Live from anywhere in the world.
Call at 401-253-9774 or send us an im at wqrifm if you want to request anything.
||[Apr. 29th, 2006|01:39 am]
Finding out that someone wants to date me is kinda weird.|
But kind of expected after previous statements made.
Not expecting to hear it from ex-boy's mouth and that he is okay with it.
And having it be his best friend.
So not going to happen.
At least now.
Just too weird for me.
I still see him totally as just a friend.
And once again.
I have proven that people here suck ass.
And screw you over because they are totally selfish.
I really wish I took Cyn up on that offer to get me at school tonight.
The days go by so slow.
More so the weekends.
Nothing happens here.
Life is boring but oh so much happiness everywhere!
PS. My best friend is getting married in July and having a baby in December.
||[Apr. 27th, 2006|08:57 pm]
Time is going by a lot faster than I thought it would be.|
20 days until I am home in Plymouth for good.
After next week I will feel so less stressed.
And I won't be so tired because I'll actually have time to sleep.
Constant trips to the gym keep me sane.
It seems like everyday I realize how fake people here are.
Someone here is so nice and then is a total asshole.
And it's more than one.
Maybe just everyone is bi-polar here.
Next year I'm planning on going to either Umass Boston or Hofstra.
Boston or NY?
Graduate school or not?
I have no fucking idea right now.
And I'm so glad that I'm taking a semester off.
Letters make me happy.
July is in forever.
But summer starts sooooo soon.
Waiting 'til tomorrow morning to study sounds good.
Getting to sleep before 12 sounds better.
I miss cuddling so much.
It would be so nice right now.
|Update..sure why not?
||[Apr. 27th, 2006|12:34 am]
|||||De La Soul and Redman - OOOh OOh OOH||]|
This weekend was pretty crazy.
I went home Thursday night.
Hung out with errbody.
Amanda, Brucey, Cynthia.
Then I even got to see my dear Kristina.
I love that I can talk shit with her.
It's fun. Especially 'bout bitches who talk shit 'bout my family.
I slept at Cyn's for the night and didn't get too much sleep.
Friday consisted of being super lazy and doing laundry.
Then off to BRAND NEW!
It took $30 to fill my tank half way. Definite gas leak as well.
We got to Salve which was in the middle of nowhere and in the middle of a ton of mansions. The school was so weird. And it felt so different being there.
Kevin Devine opened. with the goddamn band. They were aight.
We were right up in front for Brand New.
Jesse opened with Soco. Which was sweet.
Amanda ended up being right next to the hot dj from my school who listens to the most amazzzzzzzzing music ever-er.
They played one new song. Almost everything off deja.
Bullet or the Chapstick.
70 x 7.
And my favorite No Seatbelt Song.
I have videos/photos which I need to upload later.
All of them look so old. And Vinnie has a sweet moustache.
We left to try and steal the poster from one of the halls but forgot there was glass case over it.
And went to my car and guess who parked right next to me. Or I next to him. Hot dj man. It's a sign.
I ended up at Bruce's that night since he had waited for me at his house since 10:30. Woke him up around 12:30.
We chatted it up and hung out like old times. Until we both passed out to the news. Such a familiar/deja vu thang.
Saturday I slept 'til 2.
I was home for most of the day and got my math prospectus done.
Went shopping. Got clothes and candy. Spent a whole $11.
Got my disposable developed from like 2 years ago at walmart.
Hung out at Cyn's uncle's while she threw back about 4 malibus with pina juice.
Went to Middleboro and saw Sammy Bats for a bit.
Got home super late.
Spent Sunday with the fam.
And saw Brucey and said goodbyes.
Another shocking statement from Mr. McMahon.
"You should have given your phone to Paulette instead of Jess."
Why does a kid who I made up the nickname Firecrotch and he knows it still say things implying that me and Bruce should be together?
I don't understand it. But she sucks. And he has to lie to hang out with me. Because I am "weird" and he acts "different" when I'm around. Like what himself. Yeah. Because he's not all up on her shit. And because we "go into other rooms". I'm sorry if there are a bunch of 16 year olds touching each other while one of them is sweating down his face and looks like he is tripping balls. I would not like to be around that.
AND WHY THE FUCK DO ALL THESE GIRLS HATE ME. WHY CAN I NOT HANG OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND? WHY DO PEOPLE GET SO UPSET AT THE WAY WE ACT? NEITHER OF US GIVE A FUCK. WE ACT HOW WE ACT. WHY WOULD WE CHANGE OURSELVES? bitches is just jealous n shit. Just hoes n tricks.
We established we are best friends. We talk almost everyday about all our problems. Old and new. And sometimes I hear to much. Such as potential stripper girlfriends. Icky. But it's all good. This is exactly the way I want things to be. And soon he'll be in a new town not too far away where he will be able to do his fishing. With the nightcrawlers that are still alive in my fridge from NH last summer. Word.
School is almost done with.
19 days left.
I have so much due in the next two weeks.
And I'm here for the next 3.
People are home that I NEED to see. Not want. Need.
And I'll be a maid of honor within the next year.
( hahaCollapse )
||[Apr. 26th, 2006|10:39 pm]
So I'm feeling super reminiscent.|
Which calls for a post of fun times with photos.
( Supa oldCollapse )
||[Apr. 20th, 2006|12:17 am]
I really need to update this more.|
Last weekend was pretty sweet.
Saw a buttload of people.
Had good times.
Got hit by the ocean.
I got told that my piercing looked nice from some random lady at a coffee shop.
Then got called "the nicest girl you'd meet" for the second time ever. Which was awesome.
Good to know people will still stand up for me when they're friends are lame.
Girlfriends got mad. And hate me. Wow never met someone like that
Went back to Forges field for the first time since we saw the ghost.
We parked where there used to be woods and were I peed on Amanda's birthday last year.
And Bruce and Mark went on this spaceship and it almost broke.
And we went on the swings.
Rode a three wheeler.
Went to Taylor's new beautiful house.
Easter was just plain weird.
This week has been crazy.
I feel so much awesomer.
I've gone to the gym everyday and I actually have energy.
I got all my work done and now I can come home tomorrow at 5.
Well not home but to Plymouth.
4 day weekend 2 weeks in a row sounds pretty sweet.
I'm Bruce's psychiatrist. You don't even wanna know.
|I would really love if you'd pull this thread
||[Apr. 14th, 2006|01:02 am]
|||||Circa - This Changes Everything||]|
So today was pretty much amazing.
Woke up and got ready for the day and decided it was time to see Marielle.
I got gas at BJ's and saw Taylor on the way there which was sweet.
I actually had an appetite today so I made me and Cyn breakfast.
We got to BSC to find out that Cynthia did not have her id.
So we went to this awesome coffee shop where I had frozen rasbery chai and I was in love.
We reminisced about high school days. On dogs, yo.
Then I got to dye eggs with Cyn and all the little ones in her family.
I got home to find a letter from Dan!!
I'm so happy I have his address and can finally write him.
Training sounds super intense. But he's awesome and happy and I'm so glad.
He needs to come back from Georgia asapy.
People were too tired to hang out.
So we went to Wal-mart and bought ice cream instead.
And I spent $5 trying to win a stuffed animal from the damn claw thing.
I was so mad. I suck and don't have Bruce skills.
Tomorrow looks amazing, too.
I decided plans don't work.
So I will only make them like 24 hours in advance now.
Except if you're awesome.
And my entry from this day last year totally made me sad.
But I'm so glad that is over.
And people went to jail for it.